socks part 2

Just found this site... from a list i am on .... going to start using the I think..


http://www.killersocks.com/

Socks, Shoes

I think all that i want for Christmas, is one single perfect sock that fits my foot. With my Lymphedema thats the problem my left leg is big as well as my foot have tried size 11 to 13 socks and they roll down and bind in my ankle... even the one that says non-binding they do that... so i search for the perfect sock...i just want something that is pretty for my big foot and is comfortable.. thats all...

will be getting a new shoes next year for my feet.... i hate wearing guy shoes thoes so i put pretty shoelaces in.. my ones now have pink laces in them..

The Bitter Awakeing

wakening from a dream I reach out to touch your hand
only realizing that your no longer there
no longer there in my mind
no longer there in my heart
I run to you
I call to you
but no answer
through the hallways I look
seeing only emptiness
blue dark days
of no sun no life
I call to you
reach out my hand to you
your no longer there
no longer there in my heart
no longer there in my mind
no longer there
to call my own
the ocean has taken you away
carried your ashes
so you can be free
be free to live this life
this life
of how it should be
your no longer there
your only a bitter fond memory

floating

wakening to a nightmare of my life
taking the shadows and the ghost
of past life and times
dreams that were real
to only be a lie
in between the good and the bad
there is a line to not cross
to not walk
that journey is long
for the soul is restless
the need is restless
for a life better
of a time better
it all falls down
fades away
to start a new day
going through the motions
of a single tear
of a single fear
to nothing
to everything
restless soul...

taking charge
taking steps
to make it solid
in the mind
body and soul..

restless will always be

poem

in the wake of dreams and helpless sleep

comes a wakeing

so taunting

so into my soul

i see you reach out your hand

in this sleepless wakelss dream

you lay before me

so fragile sweet

but i see the lies you tell me

through you

like a glass wall

i see it all

in this dreamless

wakeless sleep

its you i see

take my hand

and let the soul

touch as one

be in this dream

tonight

take the trip

its worth it....

Pain

Pain that seeps in the heart

its the unknowing

its the sharing

that brings us in the pain

the pain

of child bearing

living

dieing

not knowing

pain

of a knife

twisted in the heart

and the image of a soul

Pain

its all around

take my hand

and i will guild you through

a pain free life

to the likes you have never

known...

A storm is here

Lately where i live its been so hot just like the rest of the country.. and with a water shortage as well so today when i saw clouds getting dark went out with the camera and decide to take pics of beautiful nature and have gotten some of lighting and the storm clouds was lucky enough to have my picture shown on the local news

http://http//www.wbko.com/

of the lighting one..

Here are the pics..