Love

faint darkness turns to sunlight
as the crisp sun rises over the sky
turning the whole world
into a purplish pinkish
the kind of color
you see in your dreams
but you know your awake
as you hear the birds
and can taste the dew
of the morning

it's that kind of day
that seems to make it all worth while of living
living the dream
and forgetting the ghost of the past

the knife
you see the blade so shiny
crisp to the feel as the dew on your feet
you look at the sky wave the knife around
and life is no more
in a dream it was a word
and it ment everything....

Nevermore

Tragic heart's in a life of no understanding
for love doesn't live here anymore
its for the world to see
of whats gone wrong
when we run away
hide under the weeping willow tree

tragic soul of a life gone by
here for you and me
we see the tragic of our lives
by the fallen tree
take a needle prick the skin
for this will be
nevermore...

The Ghost

Touching your pale skin in the moonlight
I turn you over to look at you in the light
to only see a ghost of a memory
to the past that is long gone

the world seems as if i am a shadow
that i do not belong
only your ghost
only your silent memory
will awaken me

awaken in your darkest deepest dreams
I am the ghost your the soul to be awaken
from a long journey of dreams
and visions
from a long
awaken
you
have finally
come to me

your the master i am the slave
your the soul
i am your ghost
i hide in the night
thats all i am
a distant memory
of a faraway
place time and searching

the ghost of you
nevermore for there is one
to be me

The Bitter Awakeing

wakening from a dream I reach out to touch your hand
only realizing that your no longer there
no longer there in my mind
no longer there in my heart
I run to you
I call to you
but no answer
through the hallways I look
seeing only emptiness
blue dark days
of no sun no life
I call to you
reach out my hand to you
your no longer there
no longer there in my heart
no longer there in my mind
no longer there
to call my own
the ocean has taken you away
carried your ashes
so you can be free
be free to live this life
this life
of how it should be
your no longer there
your only a bitter fond memory

floating

wakening to a nightmare of my life
taking the shadows and the ghost
of past life and times
dreams that were real
to only be a lie
in between the good and the bad
there is a line to not cross
to not walk
that journey is long
for the soul is restless
the need is restless
for a life better
of a time better
it all falls down
fades away
to start a new day
going through the motions
of a single tear
of a single fear
to nothing
to everything
restless soul...

taking charge
taking steps
to make it solid
in the mind
body and soul..

restless will always be

poem

in the wake of dreams and helpless sleep

comes a wakeing

so taunting

so into my soul

i see you reach out your hand

in this sleepless wakelss dream

you lay before me

so fragile sweet

but i see the lies you tell me

through you

like a glass wall

i see it all

in this dreamless

wakeless sleep

its you i see

take my hand

and let the soul

touch as one

be in this dream

tonight

take the trip

its worth it....

I break

I break from the people coming to me
the sun in the window
to bright to see
gotta get away
gotta break free
gotta break free
of this person called me

fears grip me
ties me down
i break
i gotta break free
of this person
they call me

sun goes down
a light switch is on
sun goes down
a light switch is off

i sit here
i wait
for the moment
to break free
for the sun to fall
the sky to come
the season change
but yet i am still me

i break
i fear
the person
they call me

the people running to me
the world fading to me
no more switches
no more lights
day has come into the night

i break
i break free
of the person i don't like
i don't like
is me

mood fades
mood follows
mood swallows
its s switch
that is all about me

its the heart that sees
but find no answers
in this weary body
of switches
of being
me...

soul lies

memories surround my soul
of what its like to be young
of what its like to feel loved
the roses are all dead
and withered away
the sun has gone away
the moon the stars to

memories surround my soul
of a time so very far away
of a chance
of a day
that will never come
memories surround my heart
of a forgotten love
of a forgotten day
of time
space
the moon
the stars

blackness falls away
turns to red
makes for the day

of blood of passion
of a new time

vivid colors
falling all down around me

vivid memories
of what i used to be

in a different time
different place

where the colors were all blue vivid and bright
now there all dark deep in the mind in the soul
its so dark..

The Sun

the sun is setting on a day
so cold so alone
so alone
in my soul
the world is dark
so cold
visions of blue and red
in my life
the sun is always closed
blinds drawn
to not let in the world
not let in the pain
pain of my soul
pain of the stares at other people
it surrounds me
like a month to a flame
the blaze
it shows in the rain
so bright
beautiful rain
rain in my soul
rain in my life
the world is dark
my mind is dark
its a blaze
that will never go out...