The Sun

the sun is setting on a day
so cold so alone
so alone
in my soul
the world is dark
so cold
visions of blue and red
in my life
the sun is always closed
blinds drawn
to not let in the world
not let in the pain
pain of my soul
pain of the stares at other people
it surrounds me
like a month to a flame
the blaze
it shows in the rain
so bright
beautiful rain
rain in my soul
rain in my life
the world is dark
my mind is dark
its a blaze
that will never go out...