Invisible < part 2 >

Invisible

The world through my eyes

in shades of grey

black and white

not vivid

like the colors of a rainbow

like the sun

or the moon at night

for i am invisable

for all the world to see

people walk past me

look right through me

look at me

speak harsh words to me

don't know me

don't wanna know me

i am invisible

for all the world to see

waiting for the one moment

where i am seen by anyone

by someone

to only become un invisable

for just a moment

just a day

just a second

of someones time

someones touch

a embrace

to say

you are real

your not

invisible

to

me..

< Victoria

Thursday July 12, 2007 >

Souls.. ( 12 years wasted )

Searching seeming for the perfect moon perfect sun
floating in the tress floating in the water
to feel that perfect sun, perfect moon
perfect love that has gone bad
ripped out the soul
ripped out the heart
ripped out the mind and the memories
of a life that has better yet to unknown
better yet to live
in a past where the world was new
in a past where i knew you
shattered love, shattered live
to only pick up the pieces
to feel the live the sun a new again
to hold the sun and the moon in my fist
to paint the world
with the beautiful colors
of the sunrise
of the pinkish purple
you were to me
but i am the only one
that was really here
you are now
the past..

If You Could Be Me

If you could be me, one day in my head one minute in my shoes
the feel of the world around you
closing in on your soul
on your heart
on your head
the fires down below
the sun up above
the sky so bright
the pain so new
takes one breath with each single pain
pain of a step
it surrounds me
surrounds my heart
surrounds my head

if you could be me
what would you feel
what would you think

of the world so cold and alone
so new but yet bad at the same time

if you could be me
would the pain take you away
make you scream
make you think
you don't exist

if you could be my eyes
for one minute
one day
what would you see

Pic's of sunset taken tonight

While i was watching the new Dr Who, I noticed the sunset outside my window.. well i missed the last part of the show.. But here are the pics i took of it.. The sky is so pretty this is my fav color.. the Purplish Pinkish of the sky..Not really sure if thats a star or a plane the white dot...but the colors around it looks nice ..Its so refreshing to see the sunset after you have had a bad day.. makes you think of life and fill at piece for just a few minutes..

http://evanescence.com/index.asp

Evanescence My Immortal Live @ David Letterman Show

My Immortal Lyrics

EVANESCENCE LYRICS

"My Immortal"

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus]

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

[Chorus]